Burried

I fear old love, you’ve been forgotten.

Buried deep inside my soul

Our love sublime’s been lost in time

And my heart for you’s gone cold

depths pressure has refined, what before I could not see.

If I dig you up again, will it be precious or obsene.

I find that I am tempted to return there once again

With a shovel, and pick axe I would dig and dig and dig

But the journey is so hard, and can’t be worth the toll

So I'll leave you buried down there, deep inside my sould

I have a boyfriend his name is sleep

Okay I found a song that describes how I handle life
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEaDj6TXiQQ
If beautiful and talented Ella Fitzgerald has a hard time living once the sunsets then I feel like there is hope for me.
So rather than be miserable at night for whatever reason the day has presented, I sleep.

Maybe it's just me but whether I've been going through recovery or heart break sleep is the one thing I always looked forward to. CLARIFICATION-I do not intend on giving anyone the idea to sleep there life away, sleeping for too long can be a problem of it's own..we all saw what happened in Inception. But in my opinion sleep is the greatest joy and one of the greatest gifts that we have been given. Everyday we get a fresh start, because of sleep. Think of how kind the Lord is for allowing us to simply shut down for 7 + hours. I dare someone to tell me that if they went to bed in a bad mood they woke up feeling worse....it rarely happens...it never happens

so...go to sleep

Favorite Quote

"When something is over and done with, when it has been repented of as fully as it can be repented of, when life has moved on as it should and a lot of other

wonderfully good things have happened since then, it is not right to go back and

open up some ancient wound which the Son of God Himself died trying to heal. Let

people repent. Let people grow. Believe that people can change, and improve. Is

that faith? Yes! Is it hope? Yes! Is it charity? Yes! Above all it is charity, the

pure love of Christ." Jeffery R. Holland

so bold and so simple. I've turned to this quote multiple times. Either because I need to let something go and forgive, or because I'm praying that someone else will forgive me.